My World~

I sometimes wonder why I’m not as smart as others, not as pretty as others, not as tall as others…..
And the list goes on.
But I’ve come to an answer. That God has made me special in this way. That being ordinary is special.
I thank God for all that he has given me and this day that Jesus rose from the dead, I praise the lord~

Actually, that was one of my most memorable time with you too;) the trip to japan~ making new friends with the sec 2s then.

And yes indeed we can’t turn back time and fix those conflict we had. But to actually be friends for 4 years, I call it fate. I mean after sec 2, who knew we could be in the same class till sec 4. But we did.
So it’s kinda wasted to let this friendship die off…..
And it isn’t fair for you to take the blame of our friendship.
I was at fault too so
I’m sorry for whatever I did.
And I have to admit I found the ‘friends forever’ thing we always write to each other quite cliche, cos we obviously aren’t in good terms anymore.

But right now……… It’s childish to actually carry all these feelings on.
I can forget all that happened and start off again like we were in secondary one—purely good friends.

I think that might work out.
So I kinda wanna ask, can you do that? Forget everything bad that happened between us?
Because its only then can we really….truly become friends again.

And….I love you too.
I forgot to tell you how much it hurt me during the whole conflict, that best friends couldn’t continue to be one.